As I write this today, I realise the mistake I've made a second time. I don't know how this happens but I do know it's not good. Why do people (myself included) tend to turn away from the very things that give them peace? Why is it always so easy to simply stop doing what makes us happy and turn our back to the very thing that keeps us sane? And more often than not, there isn't even a rational reason behind our choices. So Why are we so hell-bent on sabotaging ourselves with our own actions or inactions? I mean, hasn't life and fate got that part covered already? It's complicated, I know, but is it really though? From where I see it, it's just about the choices we make. It is a common belief that happiness is a choice and I stand by it. I know how messed up life can get, sometimes even when we're just bystanders, but the fact is, you gotta do what keeps you going or the rabbit hole will suck you right in. There are moments in our life when it just seem...