I Cane Do It

I always believe that there is a huge difference between knowing something, thinking about it and then doing it. There's a whole lot of emotions and obstacles that come with actually doing something that you know is important for you but at the same time, it makes your certain flaws obvious. I went through something of this sort recently.

Yesterday was a kinda big day for me. I finally got my results meaning that I am now a graduate. But also, yesterday was the first time I left my home with a cane in my hand. I know those who know me would think that it's a huge thing and even wonder if it was really necessary. I thought so too, but I feel that it is the right thing for me.

Yesterday was the first time in years that I didn't have to hold my friend's hand to navigate around unknown surroundings. The liberation is something I've craved for ages. Yeah it was kinda weird coz almost everyone around me was staring at me and all but then, I really can't see people's expressions so didn't matter much. Where I live, there's not much awareness regarding assistive devices and its rare that someone with partial impairment walks around carrying a cane. But after today, I'm super glad I did it.

There were a couple of moments where people nearly freaked out seeing me read a board or check my phone because after looking at my cane they obviously thought I was completely blind. That was pretty funny actually. But at the same time, it was a bit upsetting how little knowledge is imparted on the subject of physical disabilities and people who live with them.

Anyways, I just wished to share my experience with you guys. I need you all to know that there is nothing in life that cannot be dealt with. No problem that cannot be solved. And the moment you realise that and accept your flaws, you will walk in the right direction to make things easier for yourself.