Tamrina Thinks

It is scary Being on the verge of something  Not knowing what to do Just trying to make peace with everything  It could be a breakdown The emotions just finally taking their toll Wondering if you'd be able to swim When you're drowning in the waves of it all  Or, it could be a breakthrough The one you desperately need The starting point of something worthwhile The tree finally breaking the seed The question lies Which one of the above two Whether you'll fall or rise this time Would prove which part of you is true  - Tamrina  

A while ago from today  I made a choice I chose to give myself the chance One that screamed in a loud voice It took all my courage It took strength I wasn't sure I had But the decision was not one in my control It was one I needed to take real bad It was not easy But it has been a fun ride I have found myself in the process I have learned to love the tide This journey or whatever it is I embarked on alone but not lonely And after all this time I am sure That all I have gained are friends only As I write this today I can all but feel grateful For the love and faith that has been around me That makes my life so beautiful - Tamrina