I don't know what I'm here to say today. It's been so long since I last wrote that I'm not even sure where to start. It's been almost 2 years since my last post and over this time, there has always been that voice inside my head telling me to write, to express, to say something, but I just couldn't do it. Days became weeks and weeks became months. And all this while, I just couldn't figure out what was wrong. I was completely unable to understand why I was so lost. It's messed up, I know but it is what it is. See, around the time I stopped writing, my life went through a major change, not something bad or something I had not experienced before but on the contrary, something that had happened to me more than a decade ago and which I had promised myself not to feel so deeply again. The only difference between what happened last time and the recent incident was ; last time I'd learned to block everyone out but this time, I closed myself in. It is a fa...